i like you better in any weather

Yesterday - 138 views
i like you better in any weather
meaningless love - under the influence of giants
 
-
Comment
I'll be 'round, I'll be loving you always
parachutes - coldplay
 
-
 
@letts-remembersunday
 
long time, no see, yo. you have no idea how long it took me to remember the sitemodels we use for this rp.
 
all that said, where in the everliving crap should we start?
the world won't turn if the sun won't rise
goodbye - mutemath
 
-
 
hi
Comment
what're you gonna do when it all breaks down? | botrp: challenge II
take a chance - the magic numbers
 
-
 
alright, so I had to make an audition for that running-away-until-woops-vampires-and-shit plot, aka I'm Ruining My Soul (which you can find here http://www.polyvore.com/im_ruining_my_soul_challenge/set?id=75162455 ) with an audition template created at my own discretion.
 
and, judges, I'm not calling it a bribe, but I'm just saying that I may or may not have a pet unicorn I'd be willing to let people see.
 
lastly, this is the way I biographize my fictional characters when I write stories.
-
 

Name: Amir Jacob Evans
 
Age: 18 years
 
Birthday: April 24th
 
Physical Appearance: Amir has dark hair and eyes that imply vague Filipino descent. In general he has an averagely muscular build, one of a swimmer or an athletic runner. Hes slightly taller than what is average for his age, standing at a solid 6'2''. Ever-present are his sunglasses, which he always has before his eyes or tucked into his pants pocket.
 
He used to put much effort into clothing with the philosophy that what you wear is an art, but as he became a runner he reverted to one basic outfit because it was all he could bring: a weathered Nirvana t-shirt and acid wash jeans, a leather jacket tucked into the messenger bag always draped across his shoulder.
 
A tattoo that he spent a small chunk of the only money he left home with crosses his back, a detailed, realistic-looking portrait of wings protruding from his back.
______
 
Personality/Interests & Background: Amir is introverted to say the least, but is never short of smart-assery to share when addressed. He epitomizes "introverted =/= shy. Perpetually sarcastic, often he will provide unabashed or brashly honest replies if you're the idiot who asks for his opinion. He's very judgmental but has very logical reasoning behind the decisions he makes on his thoughts of others.
 
Obviously, Amir is a very avoidant and private person, at times using his sarcasm as a shield against confrontation and breakthroughs. This prevents him from developing relationships with people that extend beyond surface value.
 
Along with being unable to talk about his feelings, he doesn't like to discuss anyone else's, either. In situations such as these, as well as in conversations in general, he can be insensitive or harsh, a result of never substantially filtering what he says. And, to make matters worse, he really hates to apologize. For anything.
 
As he's adverse to distributing anything close to verbal affection or even remote talk of feelings, he'd never admit it, but his snarky nature has resulted from being raised in a bleak childhood of rebelling against parents whose life credos consist of respect being a one way street that only went the way they preferred.
 
He's lived in the same town, the same house, and under the same restricting rule of his white-collar father for his entire life.
 
The strict mindset of Amir's father--the only one he lives with after his parents' messy divorce--has driven him to classically teenaged mutiny in the form of ignoring all things academic and developing a sharp tongue. According to his father, he should be the ideal son: a young man of poise and excellence and someone to be revered. Whenever he references this to his son, he can almost hear Amir rolling his eyes to the back of his head.
 
Life with his dad wasn't ever a picnic--in fact, Amir'd rather be eaten alive by stereotypical ants than spend one meal across a table from Amir Evans, Sr. The makeshift relationship they have is less than warm, not exactly father and son; the ties between them were at last torn the second Amir's mother left after a cheating episode on his part.
 
In all honesty, Amir would prefer to live with his mother in South Carolina. Charlene Evans is lenient, exuberant. Well, at least, she was before the divorce and before her breakfast began to consist of the first sips of a new box of wine and a couple of Vicodin. Now she's just kind of . . . drunk. Jaded. All the time. Still better than his dad, though.
 
Basically, Amir's favorite family member is that goldfish he won at a carnival when he was eleven.
 
As for people outside of his family, Amir isn't all too fond. Throughout both childhood and teenagerdom he hasn't had many friends, mainly because his father either disapproved to the point of forbidding their friendship or Amir became uninterested in them. He's grown used to his primarily loner lifestyle.
 
One friend, however, has stuck around since Amir's freshman year, the shameless and blue-haired Tom. Admittedly, Amir would miss him more often than not when he left home.
 
He's had very few friends, let alone any kind of romantic relationship with anyone. This doesn't mean he hasn't ever acknowledged interest in anyone, though. Although he'd never admit it, never telling anyone, even, he believes that he is bisexual.
This plays a vague role in the fact that he has not even a trace of belief in any god.
 
Due to such a lack of personalized attention from his parents and a lack of friends, Amir has taken to interests or hobbies that can be done alone. Books, for example, are one thing he has loved since his early childhood. Additionally, he adores archery, but hasn't been able to get his hands on a now since he started running, instead leaving his behind. He had only just begun and wasn't that great at it, as he tries to remind himself of often whenever he even absently misses his old life.
______
 
Keeping his mind constantly steered away from his old life, he maneuvers every day one step at a time. He can barely even remember the day he left, the hollow joy and slowly burning candles of his eighteenth birthday. If anything, he can recall the reverberating sadness within him that day, and the overwhelming desire to get out. His dad wasn't home, most likely at work, and Amir guesses that when he left that evening, backpack on his shoulders, that he'd just forgotten to come back. Or didn't want to. Either way, he's a runner now.
 
All in all, Amir enjoys life--at least, he tries to--and has formed an unclear yet comfortable future for himself. He'll go wherever the tide takes him.
 
And that's enough for him.
______
 
Face Claim: Vini Uehara
Comment
let us fade away & make time for another day
this one - snowmine
 
-
how to: hate virtually everyone without sounding like the epitome of a pretentious little teenaged hipster eunuch
 
a novel I'll be awaiting until the day I die
4 comments

everything comes to an end

Two months ago - 322 views
everything comes to an end
start again - two door cinema club
 
I hate making sets in the polyvore app more than I hate umbridge and that's a fuckin lot
 
but anyway I was tagged by @green-jello and rather than be a lazy piece of unicorn droppings I'm going to actually do it so
 
Rule one: Always post the rules
Rule two: Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write eleven new ones
Rule three: Tag eleven new people

 
1. favorite fashion decade from the 1900s to the 90s
well we know for sure it's not the fuckin 70s okay bell bottoms more like hell bottoms
 
but I guess the early 1900s: '10s-'20s.
 
2. favorite "old" movie
I don't even have a favorite movie regardless of when it was made bc that is just too hard of a choice
 
3. favorite wild animal?
motha
fuckin
tigers
 
4. what was or is you favorite subject in school?
band
 
5. favorite month?
idk but December and I have a really deep relationship
 
6. Most interesting culture you have come across?
the homestuck fandom
 
7. Favorite Day of the week?
I'll give u a hint it starts with sat and ends with what the eff do you think im a 14 year old girl who only knows how to sleep and procrastinate
 
8. What store do you shop at the most?
forever21 or rue21 idk
 
9. Type of phone do you have?
iPhone
 
10. Favorite holiday?
c h r i s t m a s
 
11. If you could eat 3 things for breakfast, lunch, and dinner for the rest of your life, what would they be?
food is like my one true love so it's like trying to choose your 3 favorite children
 
you just don't
 

 
moving on
 
1. You're on a safari, sightseeing and learning of this new culture, in an African savanna. You park underneath a tree to get a closer look at a boa in a tree--until you hear a disturbed growl from just feet away. A lion, crouched in a stance for attack, seems to glare at you with questioning eyes. What do you do?
 
2. Have you ever written a story?
 
3. How do you feel about sci-fi shows/books?
 
4. Ring. Ring. Ring. "God fuckin--" you rub your eyes as you're yanked from slumber by the sound of your cell phone, reaching for it with an annoyed desire for the noise to /just stop/. "Hello?" you groan.
 
"(insert your name)? This is the president of the United States. We need your help."
 
Why do you think Obama called you?
 
5. Ever watched Glee?
 
6. Ever read fanfiction?
 
7. What are your feelings on abortion?
 
8. Where's the furthest you've ever traveled from your current home?
 
9. What genre of music could you see yourself never ever ever listening to?
 
10. Describe your family in one word.
 
11. When was the last time you jumped on your bed?
 
you don't have to do this if you don't want i usually ignore them half the time
@macky
@toodlesdoodles
@rattlemybones
@an-open-book
@lunalikesgiraffes
@royroy
@classy-kid
 
I know it wasn't 11
goodbye
5 comments

i could never hold you | botrp

Two months ago - 640 views
i could never hold you | botrp
islands (cahb remix) - young the giant
 
-
 
~Audition Form~
 
Your Name: Princess Vahallah Hawkwind. But you can call me Brooke.
 
Why you want to participate in Battle of the Roleplayers:
(years of bullshitting essays in school has prepared me for this moment)
I want to participate because this competition will make me more conscious of myself and my decisions as a roleplayer and how those affect the people I roleplay with.
 
What kind of roleplaying do you typically do?
(ok im trying to stray from my usual answer of "dude idk" when people ask me hard questions so bear with me here)
I almot always roeplay real-life situations that don't involve fantasy or sci-fi.
 
What types of plots or groups do you typically join?
Although I'm open to some cool-ass Harry Potter future generation shit or a Star Wars crossover or s/t, I mainly roleplay in groups with the plot being something like a high/boarding school with teenagers in actual, possible events.
 
How often are you on?
For this question, I think it's less of "how often I'm on" and more "How often can I be on.", because when I have motivation to be on often (such as an active roleplay), hell, I'll reply from my phone in the middle of history class if need be (I have before lol)
 
Three people who would support your claim of being a fairly good roleplayer:
(ugh why dont i have friends)
 
um
@classy-kid
@rattlemybones
@brookesroleplayaccount (it's been a long while since we've rped but I can show you some sets if you'd like)
 
omfg i have no friends it took me like twenty minutes to come up with that list omg im even antisocial on the internet im so sorry
 
but anyway
@classy-kid
4 comments

you move just like the wind

Three months ago - 683 views
you move just like the wind
black dove - the daylights
 
-
 
ugh wow all I've done lately is focus too much on school and read lots of destiel fanfiction
 
I really should do something el--omg is that a 50k multichapter au fic
i look at you and smile because i'm fine
on top - the killers
 
-
 
ugh homework
ugh midterms
ugh trumpet practice
 
why bettering myself as a person
why productivity
why life
 

end melodrama
 
-
the lies you wrote have become anthems. | ravenwood 2.0
your valley is our volcano - the kidcrash
 
-
 
i'm going to wait for someone to claim this because, you see, laziness prevails.